~*~JoJo~*~

today im so effin bored.....

but im happy cuz i got to see my sisters dre and angel and i got to see my baby sean for a couple of hours! lol so this is how im spending my new years

1.sleeping
2.angel might come over
3.sean might come over
4.and thats about it!


my p.o. fuckin hates me man....she wont let me out to do shit i mean come on i should have at least a curfew! at least! i know alot of ppl that have done stuff way worse than me that were on teather and they still got curfews and shit but nooooo i have to be couped up in this god damn house all the time!!!!!!!

uhhhhhhhh i need a fucking SQUARE SO BAD MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well i got to go i have to go finish watching a movie!

luv ya
peace nigs

ok so today i didnt do shit....like always

i woke up to my baby's voice...how sweet....well kinda i didnt go to bed until 7:30am then he called me at like 11:30am so im runnin on like no energy....anyways he called and woke me up. then my p.o. called me and told me i have a phsyc. evaluation on the 6th at fucking 8am! they really think im fucking crazy! i mean im going nuts up in this fucking house 24/7 but no they like really think im crazy....like pine rest nuts! i know havent lost my mind that far!

then like 5 minutes later the webster house called. my girl katie that works there was like this is the survey we do blah blah blah..... so i had to answer sum questions and stuff and then they asked me if i had been arrested in the past 3 months and i was like yea ive been in and out of cuffs and shackels...in and out of juvey...and that im out on zero tolerance teather now and she started fucking laughin at me! i snapped on that bitch. i didnt really mean to but damn...this shit aint funny! all u guys can laugh it up now but wait till u go thru it.....dont fucking ever take going out in ur front yard for granted cuz i cant even do that!

i saw sean for like 2 hours today we had to come upstairs. its fucking bullshit! i dont spend enough time wit him....im here all fucking day long and he cant come over untill 5pm when my mom gets home but then he has to leave by 7 or 8 the latest cuz my parents are fucking stuck up bitches! man i would sneak him over here during the day and at night but im not trying to get him sent to jail! my parents said that if they ever find out that he was here when they werent or when he aint supposed to be....that they would but him jail!

and they call me crazy! they sit there and say " oh we like sean" then turn around and say " i will send him to jail" i hope they want to be contradicting their fucking selves....who is the crazy one now?

man im getting so fat just sitting at home! there is nothing that i can do....im up to doing 100 situps,crunchers,pushups,twisters,and lag lifts a day....50 in the morning and 50 at night.....but it isnt helping....i even stopped eating except for once a day and even then i barely eat....they wont even let me out in my back yard so i can run....and let me remind u....my back yard is fenced in!

i have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 3pm....its part of my punishment...from the courts...was counciling....and so i get to finally get out of the house tomorrow...but only for like 30 minutes and only to go to my doctors office and listen to this old ass bitch talk cuz i sure as hell dont talk to her!

well i gotta bounce....not that i got anywhere to fucking go or anything to fucking do but hey! sean might call me at sum point in time tonite and let me know hes ok so im gonna get offa here...

luv ya

peace homiez

i hate my life so much....heres why

im on teather and im never goin to get off...they have managed to keep me on it for almost 2 months.....IM GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!

it feels like i keep waiting for nothin...im waiting for everything to fail

i cant go anywhere...i cry all the time....im never happy....and i cant be myself...EVEN AROUND MY FAMILY!.....i always feel like i have to prove sumthin to everyone.....im bored....im just going CRAZY!!!!!

ok i will explain a lil bit to ya now.....

ive been on this fucking teather for almost 2 months now and b4 this i was in juvey for 2 weeks....my probation officer wont even let me out on new years and i had to argue with her to let me go to my gma's on xmas eve....that is the only place i have been all xmas break and trust me it was nothin special....im sick of looking at these same walls everyday....talking to the same ppl every day....argueing wtih the same ppl everyday....it literally feels like im waiting on sumthin that will never come...it feels like im waitin for my life to be over. i cant stand being in this house no more...its driving me nuts....there is nothing to do....and everyone has given up on me....no one calls me....no one ever asks how im doing...no one even says hi to me ....on christmas i was sick and pukeing all over and no one could ask if i was allright or anything my whole family just tolde me to take it else where so they could open up all of their nice lil presents which by the way i was wrong...i did get sumthing for christmas but only because my mom wants my bro to still believe in santa and if i didnt get anything he would start asking questions and stuff but that aint the point......basically to sum this whole thing up .....im going crazy....literally

sean didnt come see me today and i mean that is cool i dont care but im sick of ppl gettin in between us all the time.....ppl just need to realize that our relationship only concerns me and him not us and other ppl! my parents think they can tell me wut i can and cant do in a relationship and tell me who i can and cant date and its bullshit i swear! when did they start dating sean? thats wut i want to know. when did everyone else start dating sean? i dont know but i just think that everyone needs to stay the fuck outta my business or i swear to god when i get off teather i will beat ur ass!

nothin is ever good enough for my parents....im never going to be good enough for anyone....every thing i do is wrong...so why cant i see that? i keep telling myself it is just a phase that they are going thru and everything will get better....well its not....i will always be the slut to them and always be the problem child...i should just get used to it now i guess

i keep having these dreams about my dad...and as u all know...he is dead. he keeps just showing up and he is always there. in my dreams he is the perfect dad. he is always there for me. which that is why they call it a dream. its not real. its never going to be real. he is dead and that is that. im never going to see him again or talk to him again so why do i keep dreaming of him.

im going to die soon if i dont get out of this hell hole that you call my life...i really dont have anything to live for so im not worried i hope things get better....but i know they arent gonna.

well thanks for letting me vent...

List 20 people you know in NO particular order.


01. Angel
02. Troy
03. Brittney
04. Sean
05. Dre
06. Bruno
07. Austin
08. Lisa
09. Teddy
10. Nikkee
11. Unity
12. Brandon
13. Zach
14. Yvonne
15. Amber
16. Steve-o
17. Damion
18. Sara
19. Rosa
20. Chris


-How did you meet 13?
im bestfriends wit his sis

-What would you feel if you never met 5?
honestly i dont know.....she is like the sis i never had

-What do you honestly think of 10?
.... she's nikkee....she is funny, gorgeous, and really cool

-Have you ever liked 7?
AHHHHH not like that i didnt!

-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know?
that i luv them and we will miss her

-Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
ok honestly that would be a lil wrong....troy is like 16 and unity is like 2 mnths!.....
-Describe 3 in 3 words:
britt is funny, nice, and wierd.....lol

-Do you think 12 is hot?
no way he is like my bro! yuk.

-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
ok that would be a lil wrong too....angel is damion's auntie....enough said

-What do you think when you see 8?
nothin really

-Do you know any of 6's family members?
nope

-What's 20's favorite color?
i think blue

-On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
ummmm 10 i think yvonne is really pretty!

-What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
he is my man now but it would be good to hear sumthin like that

-What language does 19 speak?
english wit a touch of jibberish.....<3 ya rosa!

-Would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
if we ever broke up...i think they could make it work

-What grade is 17 in?
umm daycare i think?

-When was the last time you talked to 12?
just the other day he gave me a ride home

-What is 3's favorite band?
sum country shit idk i dont listen to it

-Does 2 have any siblings?
yea aaron and nate

-Would you ever date 5?
no

-Would you ever date 6?
no he is like my bro

-What is 20's last name?
Rossman

-What is 5's middle name?
michelle

-What is 10's fantasy?
idk....make more babies? lol

-Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
NO WAYY!!!!!!!!!!

-What school does 16 go to?
no clue he is too young

-What school does 1 go to?
OVHS

-Where does 9 live?
on Leahy

-Would you make out with 14?
nooooo!

-Are 5 and 6 best friends?
they are lovers and friends

-Does 7 like 20?
no clue!

-How did you meet 15?
im her sisters best friend

okay so i know i havent been on in a effin grip so let me fill u in on sum shit.

so from oct 24 to nov 7 i was in juvey. enough said.

now i am on teather and it fucking sucks. i cant even go anywhere. they have me on 0 tolerance. for those of u good kids....that means i have school release and that is it.

ok so u can call me a slut,a bitch, a whore, a big meanie, i really dont care! u all know how i used to go wit chris right? well now i go wit his bro sean. and i luv him! he is the sweetest guy that has ever been in my life. yea he is chris's bro but me and chris are not even friends anymore. not anything. yea i wish we were friends for seans sake but oh well life goes on. anywho, sean and me are really good for those who want to know and for u that dont, u shouldnt be readin this.

oh and for all u shit talkers out there? u gotta problem wit me and sean being together, with sean, or wit me? take it up wit me. dont be so fucking immature to be talkin shit on the pc or to be talkin shit behind our backs. if i have something to say to sum1 i will say it to their god damn face. and that is the truth. even ask courtney.....when she is being a bitch i will tell her....when i am being a bitch she will tell me....but that is just how me and my crew rolls ya know?

which that brings me to courtney. yes me and her are still bestest friends and we always will be but ya know? she was suposed to come over tonite but she didnt. AND FOR THAT COURTNEY BO U R A BITCH!! lol she knows i luv her anyways. she was prolly just hangin out wit her boi just like i was tonite too. well yea anyone got a problem wit courtney....u can say that shit to her face too and when she is done beatin ur ass im gonna finish just cuz ur stupid.

well yea i dont know wut im gettin sean for christmas this year. i cant go make any money i mean obviously i cant leave the house and my parents are bitches so they wont let me borrow money from them even tho all i fucking do is clean clean clean and do wut ever they want me to. so does anyone got any suggestions? well leave a comment or call me!

holla @ churr gurl

peace homies

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hey err one wut up? shit herr just talkin to ma gurl courtney on aim....how about i went to red and grey night and it was so fun cuz i got to hang out wit ma baby and my 2 bestest friends! lol it was fun tho but yea i told my ma bout my boyfriend and she didnt say nothin i was like damn wut kinda nice bug did she get??? ohh yea and how about troy got on the jr varsity just cuz of his tallness???? aint that a bunch of bs? i really think thats messed up tho!?!?!?! i seriously am so glad im over him i mean i used to LUV him and now i dont even look at him twice.... he thinks he is better than err one and hes not! sumone needs to give that kid and FYI or a WAKE UP CALL or sumthin cuz he needs to know he aint all that....but yea one of these days sumone will break it to him....but yea how about i saw a whole bunch of ppl and i cant wait till school starts but only cuz i get to see everyone....but i dont want it to start at all cuz yea im having to much fun this summer it aint even funny! lol but yea im gonna start working at holiday inn when i turn 14 me and courtney are! YAY! cuz yea im gonna start saving up for a car and my drivers training! lol its gonna be funn tho! but yea im gonna go finish talking to ma gurl so i will hit u all back soon....

holla @ churr gurl


~*peace*~

hey yea...i started working again....that sux! jenn got a new job so now i work monday thru thursday from wheneva brian leaves wich is usually like 10:30 am till 5 :30 pm! that sux ass! lol no really tho....yea yesterday i went to orentation and holy shit ima get lost up in that school! lol but me and courtney are gonna share a locker dis year so its all good but we dont have no classes together wich that kinda sux! but its all good....hey if ur on herr and u go to ov...leave me a comment and tell me if ur in spanish....lol yea im takin that class! hehe but yea well im talking to my baby and it is hard to do this at the same time so gotta bounce!
~*peace*~

hey everyone wut up? shit herr but yea we are just chillen @ jenn's doin laundry and stuff but yea guess wut listen to dis shit! my ma turned my phone off cuz i went ova on my minutes! well i wasnt the only one using it but that isnt the problem i told them i would pay it back but nooo they have to be cocks about everything! anyways yea me and chris are great i just wish ppl would stay tha fuck outta my life about it! ya know wut i mean? but yea i just saw him this mornin and omfg there is one thing about guys that has to go down....THEY HAVE GOT TO SMELL GOOD!!!! and whhhooaaa buddy chris smells so effin good! but yea anyways we are gonna run to meijers reall quick so i will bbl! luv ya


~*peace*~

hey everyone how tha fuck are u? hope u all are good cuz my life fucking sux
u know wut naw it dont suck im just fucking sick of ppl talkin shit saying im a fucking whore and shit cuz i didnt get back wit my ex....well u wanna know wut im fucking happy wit wut i got now so u know who u are and u know i can kick ur ass cuz i almost did b4. im not gonna get back wit him ever...damn we had our time and now i moved tha fuck on. just cuz he has bootycalls and shit and i was his only real girlfriend and he misses me....dont mean shit. i luv my boo chris wit all my god damn heart and there is no doubt about that. so yall need stay tha fuck outta my life.


im out


~*peace*~

look all u bitches that wanna fuck wit any of ma men....come talk to me

 

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1. Who are you?
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6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
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13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?


x that apply
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[_] go out with me?
[ ] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
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[ ] watch a movie with me?
[ ] let me take you out to dinner?
[ ] let me drive you somewhere
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[ ] done with this survey?
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hey everyone! wut up? not shit here u just got up! lol anyways today my baby chris is coming over and shit so yea im prolly not gonna be on the pc......(; lol but yea ummm call me! luv ya

~*peace*~

Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: i just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what did your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she okay?
Sister: she is in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes


He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump


Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead


If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and you know you can, i know you've all had them

hey wut up everyone! yea i just got my hair braided by my gurl nurul and shit and i look like alicia keys i swear! lol well yea i havent updated in a grip! yea i miss my boo chris! omfg i luv him so much! besides my friends he is the best thing that every happend to me! i dont even look at guys the same cuz all i see is his face! lol but yea i just wanted to say wut up and i found my friend Don! we go wayyyy back! lol but yea my belly hurts cuz i just ate BK so i will talk to yall later!

~*holla back*~

hey everyone how is everyone? well hope its good cuz i feel like shit.....chris broke up wit me to make a long story short....if u wanna know more and i wanna tell u....call me.....yea so i just figured id update....im moving back in wit my fucking parents tomorrow.....yay...that should be fun....well gotta bounce....peace

hey there! wut up not shit here just chillen wit my boo....ya know? but yea what is going on this week? shit... ppl gots ta call me or sumthin cuz ill be so fucking bored! but newayz.....yea i got a new b/f his name is chris and i luv him so damn much! YAY!!! but yea he stayed the night last night and shit so it was cool! lol but anyways......wut is everybodys problem? no one effin leaves me comments anymore! lol but yea anywayz im so bored im just babysitting and chillen wit my b/f i mean im not bored i just wanna go out and PARTY!!!!!!! hell yea! well wut do u all think of my new background? cuz if no one likes it then ima change it. yea it is really hard to type wit cody in my lap so i will update later k?

~*peace*~

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37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?